“I can’t wait to roll over in the middle of the night and be met with you instead of a wall.”
- Counting down the days til I’m in your arms
I’m having a hard time remembering this tonight, so incase you need reminding too:
You are more than the things they said to you/about you
You are more than the things they did to you
You didn’t deserve it
You won’t ever forget it, but one day you will be able to live with it.
After getting out of a toxic, abusive, manipulative, or what have you, kind of relationship, friendship, etc,
It’s okay to miss them
It’s okay to miss what you had
It’s okay to wish it didn’t happen that way
It’s okay to to be upset about how they treated you
Ita okay to be upset about it being over
It’s okay to be angry about how they treated you
It’s okay to have feelings about the situation and even about them still.
It’s okay to cry about it even though it’s over, or cry about it even because it’s over.
You can cry, you can get mad, you can express your emotions.
It’s okay.
But it’s not okay to go back to them. It’s not okay to apologize to them for how they treated you. It’s not okay to hurt other people because of how they hurt you. And it’s not okay to hurt yourself.
Please please please I know that you might still be hurting from them and from what they did and becuase it’s over, but the hurt won’t last forever. You’ll heal and you’ll be better.
They don’t deserve you.
You deserve better. You deserve good things. You deserve healthy love and healthy friendships and healthy activities.
I hope moving on, even if it’s painful, comes to you soon. I hope you’ll start to feel better soon. I hope you feel like you can go on, soon. <3
me, while being abused: it’s okay, I’m used to this already, and I’m tough, I can take it.
me, years later when the trauma symptoms hit: I WAS SO WRONG
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There’s a difference between being happy and being distracted from sadness
Oh this hit hard
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has nothing to do with you,
and everything to do with my inability to let the painful things go. Peyton Scott, Let It Go (via writershigh)
A loving reminder that although removing toxic people from your life is hard, and scary, and it hurts, it is 100% necessary. In the hours, days, weeks and months that follow their absence, you will remove your dead leaves and blossom into a happier, more pure version of you.
may your ass get fatter and your heart get wiser in 2017
May your wallet get thicker and soul become heavy in 2017
may your skin get clearer and your love reciprocated in 2017
Reblog for this to come true
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